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A Different Shade of Valentine’s Day #fiction

It is Valentine’s Day. The day of celebrating love and all it entails. It is about happiness, warmth and affection, not only for your partner but for everyone who you share a special bond with. On this day even the most unromantic person cannot let all the mush around him go unnoticed and is prompted to join the expressing-my-love brigade.

Misha is sitting in her chair quietly witnessing the activity in her crowded neighbourhood through a tightly shut glass window. In her hand is a red rose, now all dried up and flaky, but very carefully preserved in her personal diary over time. Her face looks beaten, her eyes resigned. The tastefully done room around her is in stark contrast to the gloom that is now an integral part of her life.

This day holds a significance in her life that no amount of words can come to measure. She wonders about the antithesis of today compared with her recent past. As she flips through the pages of her diary she can’t help but observe how a lifetime of happiness and grief can be experienced by someone in such a short span of time.

Her’s was a whirlwind romance. She was a young girl of 20, a dreamy-eyed and carefree Commerce student, somewhat uncertain of her future. Sameer was 25, a Computer Engineer, smart, intelligent, chivalrous, successful and with a ready smile. They bumped into each other for the first time at a common friend’s party. Cupid struck the moment they were introduced but both were at such a loss of words that all they could manage was smiling and shying away. The whole evening went in stolen glances, indirect references and non-accidental run-ins until on a friend’s coaxing Sameer went up to Misha and asked her for a dance. She agreed.

A love-struck Misha writes in her diary

I love even your thought so much,

Can’t imagine how I’ll love you.

‘se even when I think about you,

I feel I’m missing you.

Before their first date was over both of them knew they’d found ‘the one’. They stepped into each other’s lives easily and couldn’t bear being apart from each other. When they weren’t together they were constantly in touch on phone. They’d been together for almost a month when Valentine’s Day came. Sameer hadn’t planned it but didn’t want to miss a rather clichéd but very romantic opportunity either. He proposed. She accepted. Meanwhile, he encouraged her to get her first ever accounting job in a small firm.

Glowing, starry-eyed Misha gushes about her love

My love for you cannot be expressed,

In the warmth of your arms I feel loved and caressed.

You are above all the treasures in the world,

Your love is a precious gift with which I’ve been blessed.

Their wedding was a low-key affair. It was a simple ceremony held in the presence of both their families and close friends. It was by planning, luck or sheer coincidence is tough to comprehend, since that too was Valentine’s Day. Both of them were over the moon and had eyes only for each other. They’d been saving for a rather unusual but immensely exciting and adventurous honeymoon, a trekking trip in the Himalayas. Both of them were very kicked with the idea and were looking forward to have a memorable experience.

Misha writes in her diary during her honeymoon

Now we’re here it’s just so great,

To be there for the sake of another.

So come ahead and hold me now,

For the world we needn’t bother.

Big and small, planned and unexpected, domestic and professional, they were going to share many such adventures together, as one. Theirs was an ideal life; intimate, content and blissful. There was nothing more and nothing else they could wish for.

But just as even a bright sunny day has to make way for the night and happiness has to inevitably be followed by tears, their smooth-sailing journey of life inadvertently hit a roadblock. Misha was planning for a dual celebration, her recent promotion and their second anniversary, when that dreaded call came. As she listened to the person on the other side her suddenly rubbery legs started giving away. She felt the whole room closing in on her until she collapsed on the floor, unconscious. Sameer’s car was run-over by a bus while returning home from work, injuring him severely. He bled profusely and succumbed to them before help arrived.

She didn’t really register what happened after that. She recalls being surrounded by her grief-stricken bawling relatives trying to console her, their words don’t register though. Sameer’s picture from their first wedding anniversary was now garlanded and put up for offering condolences. How could that smiling face ever fade away?

Today, it has been a month since Sameer died. Her anniversary present for Sameer lies on the table, unopened. Misha refuses to step out of the house or meet anyone. She knows she has to collect the battered pieces of her life and move on but it is too hard.

Misha’s painful words in Sameer’s remembrance

The world’s painted crimson and in all its shades,

But my heart’s all dull and bare.

There can be no love or the thought of it,

If you can’t be here with me to share.

We swore we were one till death do us apart,

Forgive me, for I outlived my part.

Heaven or earth, you were and will always be mine,

Could I live without you in my heart?

I miss the smell and that touch of you,

Days and nights are alike, nothing’s right or true.

You’re too far for even my mind to go,

Tell me, there, do you miss me too?

As if by an apology from God for shattering her world and a surprise gift from Sameer, she has found out that the seed of their love has been sown. The dark tunnel has finally ended and a ray of hope has found its way in her life. She has received a new lease of life. As she closes her eyes and caresses her abdomen in anticipation she can feel Sameer’s omnipresence. Her Valentine, thus, has returned. Just then the Celine Dion song played somewhere in her mind, “My heart will go on…”.

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26 Comments

  1. Deepa Jaisingh says:

    So sentimental and loved the ending with Celine dion’s song…

  2. Salma Mehajabeen Shajahan says:

    Wow and wow! Nothing I’m able to say apart from this! What a lovely writing! She was able to feel her sameer’s Omnipresence through her kid! What a love it is!

  3. Hi Varsh,

    What a beautiful piece od article. This is so interesting and engaging. Keep up the good work.

    Thanks for sharing, have a good day.

  4. This was really heart touching… Specially the part about her reliving their through their child! True love transcends everything! 🙂

  5. Lovey weave darling, great combination of poetry and prose

  6. That’s an emotional roller coaster ride Varsha, Valentine’s day can have various colors, and you have penned down it beautifully,

  7. No words to say. I was glued till end and honestly has misty eyes too.

  8. Sweet, sad, touching and beautifully written, Varsha. A dark cloud placed itself over Misha’s life no doubt. The blessing it bought with it was a silver lining.

  9. Valentine day story so sad and grief, touch my soul. It’s hard to be apart from your partner

  10. Trust me I always love reading your post and this one is so interesting …thanks for sharing this

  11. This is again an emotional and heart touching piece from you. very beautifully written, loved everything about it

  12. Noor Anand Chawla says:

    You are clearly a very romantic person at heart! Well-written piece 🙂

  13. That is painful! For someone valentinVal day is just a day, for others lifetime of memories

  14. A truly different take on love, Varsha. This is amazing!

  15. That’s such a heart touching story. Your narrations are so warm and emotional Varsha. Loved reading it

  16. jhilmildsaha says:

    This is such a beautiful piece, loved reading this. Almost got emotional

  17. Princy K Khurana says:

    i almost had tears in my eyes and kept praying for a happy ending ! beautiful piece of writing

  18. Sharvari Paivaidya Mehan says:

    Aah so well written… I was in tears reading this post. The end was superb

  19. TripleAmommy says:

    Very touching… Poetry is lovely too.

  20. So touching story and you really took my attention in your poetic lines in the post.

    Cheers
    MeenalSonal from AuraOfThoughts

  21. For that such a beautiful post that touched my heart.. it is really hard to be far from your partner

  22. wow, amazing dear. You write so so well. I was visualizing the entire story. Its pathetic but at the same time there is the ray of hope too!

  23. I just don’t know how did you come up with this beautiful story, the end is so beautiful I was actually able to somewhat visualize the scenario, loved the blog!

  24. This was very sad and sweet at the same time. Love is magic and only who feel it know it.

  25. This is such a heart touching emotional story.. You have penned down another side of Valentine’s Day so beautifully.

  26. Its so touching – sweet and sad both at the same time. Loved reading this one Varsha.

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